I know you don't like us saying sorry and say that we have to show you in our actions, so I will. But I decided I'd tell you what it means to me.
Sorry is when you hurt someone (whether it's inside or out) and then you feel hurt too because you have made them upset. You don't know what to do so you cry. It's the only way you can bring what's inside you out. But not in words, in tears. You cry until you feel bad about what you did and then you go stiff and then you want to say sorry but you're scared to and you don't know how.
And then you make up and it feels nice and then everything goes back to normal. But I don't want it to. I want to listen to what you said, breathe it in and let it out.
No one said living in a caravan would be easy all the time. We knew we would all have our moments and sometimes it wouldn't be fun but I am going to try harder and work harder on everything.
I love you guys so, so, so, so, so much and would never mean to hurt you.
I didn't mean anything I said back then, I was angry and I love you. I do appreciate everything you do for us so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so much and I will try from now on to have as much fun as possible.
I love you way past the moon and way further back and I know you love me too.